現在處境

需要專心  時間消逝
無法回頭  過去未來
身旁起舞  只有輕紀
讓我回復  失去那段
重新找回  不在我身
卻在她處  找到不易
追尋處境  追隨意境
我心已冷  我情已去  
再度出現  新的花鬱
年紀差距  美好活力

又再見面了

又再見面了
2005的第一次 當時互相的混亂
成為了互相美好的回憶
現在又見到妳後勾起當時的莫名
同樣的類型 只能惺惺相惜
當時填補的是過程的空虛
短暫的聲音 無限的情緒
脆弱時帶走的是感傷的情緒
而留存下來的使命卻是無法顯露
這是第三次見面
短暫也沒代表太多意義

回到家裡靜境裡 傳來感覺的聲音

真想告訴妳 希望能有機會花更長的時間
把那一段過去坦白的拿出來提
也讓我這麼多年沒放下來的那一塊
找到寧靜
而妳過去所經歷過的困境

我有參與
對妳而言應該是已經隨著
時間和工作挑戰中消失
不過 我還是會有念頭
想填補妳心中缺的那一區
因為 填補時的我 同時也將被妳填補
沒有這個的話   當時的2005會過的很平靜乏味
一切都是際遇

Best of My Life (Part II)

I need to adjust this new type of development
That is what I need and how it should be.
No more craziness and fast-food type of nonsense.
That wasn't the real me.

To know you - takes time;
To be with you - needs chances;
To share with you - needs love;

I am a solider living with lots of scars;
You are a perfect flower that's pure and an elegant kind.

Imagine I wake up in the middle of night not worry about
fighting w/any enemies; instead;
I only see this flower in front of my eyes, no more noise,
I could exchange my life for that moment because truly it is the best of my life.

難免的

當傷口又再度痊癒時 留下的恐懼是傷疤將會存在的與否
對於傷期時的痛慢慢會失去感覺 慢慢的不痛
到一個階段會無感覺了  一切都回到像過去一般
像是什麼事情都沒發生過
直到某天無意間看到身上那個記號  好奇的想是怎麼回事

"傷心總是難免的 在每一個夢醒時分"

Best of my life, face of love.

The things I wrote were real.
Bringing the life to this level of reality.
Changes define the directions of this world.
My world of color and creatives.
Injecting to one single source of relief.
The music and the mode; the sound and scale.
Still without something else that I won't be completed.
Best of my life, face of love.
My world is inviting and welcoming you that can share the life of variety.
I need that someone.

Trip Of Century

This is day and year I will remember,
one that is alive naturally in a normal pace.
Awake in the morinng knowing the next day is coming,
Cold temperture out made the hands numb,
my heart is ready to warm this new wolrd up.

I've always dealt with changes like breeze; however
this is a trip that will differ the world of mine, this life of mine

So
sit back and relax,
I will see you all on the ground in 2010!

回顧 Timeline

在這重要的2009尾端 很多重大轉變
花了點時間
整理出一些我自己過去的Timeline

'98到美國後自己共搬了16次家
換過5台有舊有新的車
有過6台電腦  3把吉他
回台北過3次..?....

一點數據讓自己記得這多姿多彩的過去

1994 長安國小畢業
1997 弘道國中畢業 考進陽明高中
1998 前往美國緬因Maine Central Institute 高中繼續高二
1999 短期居住紐約
2000 MCI 高中畢業  秋季入學BSC大學 Boston
2002 居住羅德島 Providence
2003 來往波士頓 - 紐約 - 費城  前往邁阿密
2004 暑假回台灣 + 泰國旅遊
2005 畢業BSC 離開Boston 搬往 LA洛杉磯
2005 工作指派搬至邁阿密機場
2006 持續往返 Boston - New York - Miami - LA
2007 居住 Ft Lauderdale - Naples
2008 美國民航局飛機教練 身兼東方公藝品進出口
2009 兩次前往 上海 - 成都 - 廈門
2009 搬回Boston, Cape Air 升為C402機長
2010 從台北開始

Pain Killer

When it hurts, it shows by the pain.
After countless motions without solutions, it can't go away.
Treating entire causes by the senses
realizing this is just a process.

Holding it like baby on my palm
feeling it timely because it might go away.
The chance of it is rarely spoken by the norm
comping with the rhythm without reasons.

This is the season of chances,
one that keeps growing even without watering.

"It doesn't show if look at it by the moment, it will appear if I decided to forget it."

Sitting on the wooden floor, cursing at randoms
let it out and face it straight.
Grabbing a towel, convering with cold ice
freeze the pain hoping it will go away.

Holding your hands, I want to say to you.

"They come to build a wall between us, don't ever let them win."